THE
SELF – by Sri Ramana
"Sri
Ramana's spiritual wisdom is guiding millions of people" -
The Dalai Lama.
To
know the truth of one's Self (awareness, Being-ness, existence)
as the sole Reality, and to merge and become One with it, is
the only true Realization.
The
mind is nothing but the thought 'I'
Thoughts
arise because of the thinker (subject). The thinker is the ego,
which if sought will automatically vanish.
Without
consciousness, time and space do not exist; they appear in
consciousness but have no reality of their own.
The
absolute consciousness alone is our real nature.
Grace
is within you. Grace is your self. Grace is not something to be acquired from others. If it
is external, it is useless. All that is necessary is to know
its existence is in you. You are never out of its
operation.
The mind cannot seek the mind. You
ignore what is real (awareness) and hold on to that which is
unreal, then try to find what it is. You think you are the mind
and, therefore, ask how it is to be controlled? If the mind exists,
it can be controlled, but it does not. Understand this truth
by inquiry (into the nature of the mind).
The
eternal (awareness) is not born nor does it die. We confound
the appearance (the world) with Reality (awareness). Appearance carries it's end in itself. What is it that appears
anew? If you cannot find it, surrender unreservedly to the
substratum of appearances (awareness); then Reality (awareness) will
be what remains.
Reality
is simply loss of ego (awareness of awareness). Destroy the ego
by seeking its identity. Because the ego has no existence
(being only thoughts), it will automatically vanish (when you
are still), and Reality (awareness) will shine forth by itself
in all its glory. This is the direct method. All other methods
retain the ego. In those paths so many doubts arise, and the
eternal question remains to be tackled. But in this method the
final question is the only one and is raised from the very beginning.
No
practices (sadhanas) are even necessary for this quest.
Your
duty is to Be, and not to be this or that.
"I
Am that I Am" sums up the whole truth; the method is summarized in "Be
still."
The
state we call Realization is simply being one's self, not knowing
anything or becoming anything.
If
one has realized, one is that (awareness) which alone is and
which alone has always been. One cannot describe that state,
but only be That (aware of awareness). Of course, we talk loosely
of Self-realization for want of a better term.
There
is no help in changing your environment. The obstacle is the mind (identifying with it), which
must be overcome, whether at home or in the forest. If you
can do it in the forest, why not in the home? Therefore, why
change the environment?
The
cause of misery is not in life without; it is within you as
ego (perception of division). You
impose limitations on yourself and then make a vain struggle
to transcend them. Why attribute to the happiness in life the
cause of misery, which really lies within you? What happiness
can you get from anything extraneous to yourself? When you
get it, how long will it last?
The
body itself is a thought. Be as you really are (Being-ness).
There
are no stages in Realization, or degrees in liberation. There
are no levels of Reality (existence, Being-ness), there are only levels of experience for the individual. If
anything can be gained that was not present before, it can
also be lost. Absolute (Being-ness) is eternal, here and now.
It
is not a matter of becoming, but of Being.
It
is not a matter of becoming (body and mind), but of Being (awareness).
Remain aware of yourself (as awareness), and all else will be
known.
One
comes into existence for a certain purpose. That purpose will
be accomplished whether one considers oneself the actor or not.
Everything
is predetermined. But one is always free to not identify
oneself with the body and not be affected by the pleasure and
pain associated with its activities.
Find
out who is subject to free will or predestination and abide in
that state (awareness of awareness). Then both are transcended.
That is the only purpose in discussing these questions. To whom
do such questions present themselves? Discover that and be at
peace.
Your
true nature is that of infinite spirit (awareness). The feeling of limitation is the
work of the mind. When the mind unceasingly investigates its
own nature, it transpires that there is no such thing as mind.
This is the direct path for all.
If
one inquires as to where in the body the thought 'I' first
rises, one would discover it rises in the heart; that is the
place of the mind's origin.
Grace
is always present. You imagine it is something somewhere high
in the sky, far away, and has to descend. It is really inside
you, in your Heart, and the moment you effect subsidence or merger
of the mind into its Source, grace rushes forth, sprouting as
from a spring within you.
You
speak as if you are here, and the Self (awareness) is somewhere
else and you had to go and reach it... but in fact the Self (Being-ness)
is here and now, and you are always It (aware). It is like being
here and asking people the way to the ashram, then complaining
that each one shows a different path and asking which to follow.
The
realized person weeps with the weeping, laughs with the laughing,
plays with the playful, sings with those who sing, keeping
time to the song. What does he lose?
His
presence is like a pure, transparent mirror. It reflects our
image exactly as we are. If is we who play the several parts
in life and reap the fruits of our actions. How is the mirror
or the stand on which it is mounted affected? Nothing affects
them, as they are mere supports.
The
Consciousness of 'I' is the subject of all our actions. Inquiring
into the nature of that Consciousness and remaining as oneself
is the way to understand one's true nature.
All
that is required to realize the Self (Being-ness) is to
Be Still. What can be easier than that?
If
one gains the Peace of the Self, it will spread without any effort
on the part of the individual. When one is not peaceful oneself,
how can one spread peace in the world?
Unless
one is happy, one cannot bestow happiness on others. Happiness
is born of Peace (awareness of awareness) and can reign only
when there is no disturbance. Disturbance is due to thoughts,
which arise in the mind. When the mind is absent there will be
perfect peace (awareness of awareness).
Reality
(awareness) lies beyond the mind. So long as the mind functions,
there is duality (perception of division). Once it is transcended,
Reality (Being-ness) alone shines forth. Self-effulgence is the
Self.
Satsang
means association (sanga) with Being (Sat), which is the Self
(consciousness). For whom is association?
The
ultimate truth is so simple, it is nothing more than being
in one's natural original state (of Being-ness or awareness
of awareness). It is a great wonder that to teach
such a simple truth, a number of religions should be necessary,
and so many disputes should go on between them as to which
is the God-ordained teaching. What a pity! Just be
the Self (aware of your Being-ness, existence), that is
all.
Because people want something elaborate
and mysterious, so many religions have come into existence. Only
those who are mature can understand the matter in its naked simplicity
(existence as bodiless awareness).
There
is neither past nor future (in consciousness); there is only
the present. Yesterday was the present when you
experienced it; tomorrow will also be the present when you
experience it. Therefore, experience takes place only
in the present, and beyond and apart from experience (being
in the present moment), nothing exists. Even the present
is mere imagination, for the sense of time is purely mental
(awareness alone exists).
Because
people love mystery and not the truth, religions cater to them,
eventually bringing them around to the Self (existence, Being-ness,
awareness).
Whatever
be the means adopted, you must at last return to the Self, so
why not abide in the Self (your Being-ness) here and now?
There
is no greater mystery than this; Being Reality (existence)
ourselves, we seek to gain Reality (existence).
We
think that there is something hiding Reality (bodiless awareness)
and that it must be destroyed before the truth is gained. This
is clearly ridiculous. A day will dawn when you will laugh at
your past efforts. What you realize on the day you laugh
is also here and now.
If
we look upon the Self as the ego, we become the ego, if as the
mind, we become the mind, if as the body we become the body.
It is the thought that builds up layers in so many ways. Take
no notice of the ego and its activities, but see only the light
(Being-ness or awareness) behind it.
The
ego is the 'I' thought. The true 'I' is the Self (inner awareness).
The
world does not exist in sleep and forms a projection of your
mind in the waking state. It is therefore an idea and nothing
else.
It
is false to speak of Realization, what is there to realize? The
real (awareness, Being-ness, existence) is ever as it is. All
that is required is to cease regarding as real that which is
unreal (the objective world). That is all we need to attain wisdom
(jnana).
The
universe is only an object created (imagined) by the mind
and has it's being in the mind. It cannot be measured as an external entity. This world phenomenon, within
or without, are only fleeting and are not independent of our
Self. Only the habit of looking at them as real and located
outside ourselves is responsible for hiding our pure Being
(bodiless awareness).
When
the ever-present sole Reality, the Self is found, all other unreal
things will disappear, leaving behind the knowledge that they
are not other than the Self.
Either
surrender because you realize your inability and need a higher
power to help you, or investigate the cause of misery. The Divine
(awareness) never forsakes one who has surrendered.
To identify oneself
with the body and yet seek happiness is like attempting to cross
a river on the back of an alligator.
In
truth, you are Spirit (bodiless awareness, Being-ness). The body has been projected by the
mind, which itself originates from Spirit (appears within it).
If the wrong identification ceases, there will be peace (awareness
of awareness) and permanent indescribable bliss.
Those
who have realized the Self (awareness), which is the ground
of fate and free will, are free from them.
Ramana's
reply to his mother when she requested that he return home with
her: "The Ordainer (awareness) controls the fate of souls
in accordance with their destiny (prarabdha karma). Whatever
is destined not to happen will not happen, try as you may. Whatever
is destined to happen will happen, do what you may to prevent
it. This is certain. The best course therefore, is to remain
silent (aware of awareness)."
The
real state (Being-ness) must be effortless. It is permanent
(since one's existence as awareness never ends).
Efforts
are spasmodic and so are their results.
When
your real, effortless, joyful nature is realized, it will not
be inconsistent with the ordinary activities of life.
In
the interior of the heart-cave, the one Reality shines alone
as "I - I" - the Self (Being-ness).
The
Heart (Being-ness) is the only Reality. The mind is only a transient
phase. To remain as one's Self (Being-ness) is to enter the heart.
Apart
from thought, there is no independent entity called "world."
In
deep sleep, there are no thoughts and there is no world. In waking
and dreaming, there are thoughts, and there is a world also.
Just
as a spider emits the thread (of the web) out of itself and then
withdraws into it, likewise, the mind projects the world out
of itself and then withdraws it back into itself.
The
Self (awareness) is all pervading. Therefore, no particular place
can be allocated for leading a life of solitude. To abide in
the tranquil state that is devoid of thought is to lead a life
of solitude and seclusion.
When
your standpoint becomes that of wisdom, you will find the world
to be God (awareness). The question is one of outlook.
The
universe exists within the Self (awareness). Therefore, it is
real, but only because it obtains its reality from the Self (awareness). We
call the universe unreal, however, to indicate changing appearance
and transient form, whereas we call the Self (awareness) real
because it is changeless.
We
see only the script and not the paper on which it is written.
The paper is there whether the script is on it or not. To those
who look upon the script as real, you have to say that it is
unreal - an illusion - since it rests on the paper. The
wise person looks upon both paper and script as one.
Our
real nature is Liberation (awareness or existence), but we imagine
we are bound... we make strenous efforts to become free although
the whole time we are free (aware or exist).
A
person goes to sleep in this hall and dreams he has gone on a
world tour, travelling over various continents. After many years
of strenous travel, he returns to this country, enters the ashram
and walks into the hall. Just at that moment, he wakes up and
finds that he has not moved at all but has been sleeping. He
has ot returned after great efforts to this hall, but was here
the whole time. If it is asked "Why, being free, we imagine
ourselves bound?" I answer "Why, being in the hall,
did you imagine you were on world tour, crossing desert and sea?" It
is all mind.
With
a smile, Ramana placed his little finger over his eye and said "Look,
this little finger covers the eye and prevents the whole world
from being seen. In the same way this small mind covers the whole
universe and prevents Reality from being seen. See how powerful
it is!"
What
is, is the Self. It is all pervading. We fill the mind with all
sorts of impressions and then say there is no room for the Self
in it. If all the false ideas and impressions are swept away
and thrown out, what remains is a feeling of fullness, which
is the Self. Then there will be no such things as a separate
'I'
Meditation
on the Self, which is oneself is the greatest of all meditations.
All other meditations are included in this. True silence is really
endless speech (awareness). There is no attaining it because
it (awareness or existence) is always present. All you have
to do is remove the coverings that conceal it.
Surrender
is giving oneself up to the origin of one's Being (awareness). In due course we will know that our
glory lies where we cease to exist.
The
pet squirrel is waiting for an opportunity to run out of its
cage. Ramana remarks "All want to rush out. There is no
limit to going out. Happiness lies within and not without."
All
spiritual teachings are meant to make us retrace our steps
to our Original Source (awareness). We need not acquire anything new, only give up false ideas and useless
accretions. Instead of doing this, we try to grasp something
strange and mysterious because we believe happiness lies elsewhere.
This is the mistake.
Forgetfulness
of your real nature (awareness) is true death, remembrance
of it is rebirth. What appears will also disappear and is therefore
impermanent. The Self (awareness) never appears and disappears
and is therefore permanent. It is the only Reality (existence).
Environment,
time and objects all exist in oneself. How can they be independent
of me? They may change, but 'I' remain unchanging.
Make
no effort either to work or to give up work (remain relaxed
in awareness); your very effort (straining) is the bondage. What is destined to happen will happen.
Leave it to the Higher Power; you cannot renounce or retain
as you choose. The feeling "I work" is the hindrance.
Ask yourself "Who works?" Remember
who you are (remain aware of your awareness). Then the work
will not bind you; it will proceed automatically.
Realization
is nothing to be gained anew. You are the Self (awareness,
Being-ness, existence). You are already and eternally
That. There is never a moment when the Self is not; it is ever-present,
here and now. If Realization was something to be gained hereafter,
there would be an equal chance of its being lost; this cannot
be Liberation, which is eternal.
Realization
consists of getting rid of the false idea that one is not realized
(aware).
What
is called "mind" is a wondrous power residing in the
Self. It causes all thoughts to arise. Apart from thoughts there
is no such thing as the mind. Therefore, thought is the nature
of the mind.
Self
inquiry directly leads to Self-realization by removing the obstacles
which make you think that the Self is not already realized. It
reveals the truth that neither the ego nor the mind really exists,
and enables one to realize the pure, undifferentiated Being (awareness),
which is the Self or Absolute.
Freewill
and destiny last as long as the body lasts. Wisdom transcends
both, for the Self (witnessing awareness) is beyond knowledge
and ignorance.
Pain
or pleasure is the result of past actions and not of the present...
they alternate with each other. One must always try to abide
in the Self and not be swayed by the pain or pleasure met with
occasionally. One who is indifferent to pain or pleasure
can alone be happy.
Thoughts
can change, but not you (awareness). Thoughts form your bondage and are not external to
you, so no external remedy need be sought for freedom.
What
does it matter if the mind is active? It is only so on the substratum
of the Self (awareness). Hold on to the Self (awareness),
even during mental activity.
The
'I' (awareness) casts off the illusions of 'I' (ego) and yet
remains as the 'I' (awareness) - such is the paradox of
Self-realization.
You
give up various posessions. If instead you give up 'I' and 'mine'
- you give them all up in one stroke and lose the very seed of
posession. Dis-interest in the non-self must be very strong to
do this. One's eagerness must be equal to that of a person kept
under water while trying to rise to the surface to breathe.
Be
what you are (Being-ness). That which Is (existence), is ever
present. Even now you are It (aware), and not apart from It (awareness).
The
expectation to see and the desire to get something are all the
working of the ego. Be yourself (awareness, Being-ness, existence)
and nothing more.
Pleasure
or pain are only aspects of the mind. Our essential nature is
happiness. We forget the Self (bodiless awareness, existence,
Being-ness) and imagine the body or the mind to be the Self.
It is this wrong identity that gives rise to misery.
Happiness
(the peace of awareness) is inherent in everyone and is
not due to external causes.
Because
you have lost hold of the Self (awareness of Being-ness); thoughts
afflict you, you see the world and doubts arise, along with anxiety
about the future. There is no use removing doubts. If we clear
one doubt, another arises, and there will be no end of doubts.
All doubts will cease only when the doubter and the source have
been found. Seek for the source of the doubter, and you find
he is really non-existent. Doubter ceasing, doubts will cease.
Investigate
the nature of the mind (thoughts) and it will disappear. Because
of the emergence of thought, you surmise that it has an origin
and call that the mind. When you inquire to see what it is, you
find there is really no such thing as mind. When the mind has
thus vanished, you realize eternal Peace (awareness of awareness).
When
the mind turning inwards inquires " Who am I?" and
reaches the heart, that which is 'I' (the ego) sinks crestfallen,
and the One (Self) appears of its own accord as 'I - I' Though
it appears thus, it is not the ego; it is the Whole. It is the
real Self (awareness).
The
Self (awareness) is free from all qualities. Good or bad qualities
pertain only to the mind. The numeral one gives rise to other
numbers. The truth is neither one nor two. It is as it is. Dvaita
(duality) and advaita (non-duality) are relative terms.
They are based on a sense of duality. There is actually neither
dvaita nor advaita. I Am that I Am... simple Being is
the Self.
The
limited and multifarious thoughts having disappeared, there shines
in the Heart a kind of wordless illumination of 'I - I' which
is pure consciousness (Being-ness).
If
one remains quiet (still) without abandoning that understanding,
then egoity - the individual sense of the form 'I am the body'
will be totally destroyed. And ultimately, the final thought,
the 'I' thought will also be extinguished like camphor that is
burned by fire. The great sages and scriptures declare that this
alone is Realization.
Meditation
(witnessing awareness) is your true nature now (in this very
moment).
You
call it meditation because other thoughts distract you. When
these thoughts are dispelled, you remain in the state of meditation
(aware of awareness), free from thoughts. When the practise
becomes firm, your real nature (awareness of awareness) shows
itself as true meditation.
When
meditation (awareness of your awareness) is well established,
it cannot be given up. it will go on automatically, even when
you are engaged in work or play. It will persist in sleep too. Meditation (awareness of awareness) must become so deep rooted
that it is natural to one.
Birth
and death pertain only to the body... they are superimposed on
the Self (bodiless awareness, existence, Being-ness), giving
rise to the delusion that birth and death relate to the Self.
If one dies while still alive, one need not grieve over another's
death. Discover the undying Self (awareness) and be immortal
and happy.
Why
do you worry about life and death? Deathlessness is our
real nature. The real 'I' (awareness) exists here and
now. There is neither creation nor destruction, neither
destiny nor free will, neither path nor achievement. This is
the final truth.
ABOUT SRI RAMANA
The above insights of Sri Ramana (1879 - 1950), are known among
spiritual seekers the world over and prized for their great inspirational
power, which transcends all religious differences.
Amongst scholarly circles in the spiritual
community of India, Sri Ramana is considered the most
important mystic on the world stage during the 20th century because of the unprecedented timeliness
of his emphasis on self-inquiry for direct Self-realization
(of one's true nature). At the age of 17 he attained a
profound experience of the true infinite Self without the guidance
of a Guru and thereafter remained conscious of his identity
with the Infinite at all times.
After
some years of silent seclusion he finally began to reply to questions
put to him by spiritual seekers all over the world. He
followed no particular path or traditional system of teaching,
but rather spoke directly from his own experience of non-duality. Sri
Ramana wrote virtually nothing; his teaching took the form of
conversations with visitors seeking his guidance (as transcribed
by followers).
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