THE 'SELF'
"The Self
is subtler even than space, since It has no name and cannot be
described; neither the mind nor the senses can reach It nor comprehend
(perceive) It.
It is
pure consciousness (Beingness, awareness, existence itself).
The entire universe
exists in the consciousness that is atomic, even as a tree exists
in the seed, but then the universe exists as consciousness
and does not exist as the universe (just as a wave exists
because of ocean, but ocean does not exist because of a wave).
That consciousness
exists however, because such is the experience of all, and
since It alone is the Self of all (as the screen within which
a life is projected).
Such
It is, all else is (because
it exists, all else exists).
That Self is
empty like space, but it is not nothingness, since It
is consciousness.
It is: yet because
It cannot be experienced by the mind and the senses, It is not
(seems not to exist). It being the Self of all, It is not experienced
by anyone (since it is neither separate nor an object to
be experienced).
Though
One, It is reflected in the infinite atoms of existence and
hence appears to be many. This appearance however is unreal
even as a bracelet is an imaginary appearance of gold which
alone (as the underlying source substance) is real.
But the
Self is not unreal, It is not a void or nothingness, for It is the Self of all and It is the Self of one
who says It is and of one who says (or thinks) It is not.
Moreover, It's
existence can be experienced indirectly just as the existence
of camphor can be experienced by it's fragrance.
It alone
is the Self of all as consciousness, and It alone is the substance
that makes the world appearance possible.
In that infinite
ocean of consciousness, whirlpools known as the three worlds
arise spontaneously and naturally, even as whirlpools are caused
by the very nature of running water. Because this consciousness
is beyond the reach of the limited mind and senses, It seems
to be a void, but since It can be known by Self-knowledge, It
is not a void.
On account
of the indivisibility of consciousness, I am you and you are
me, but the indivisible consciousness Itself has become neither
I nor you ! When the wrong notions of 'you' and 'I' are given
up, there arises the awareness that there is neither you, nor
I, nor everything: It alone is everything.
The Self, being
infinite, moves not though moving, and yet is forever established
in every atom of existence. The Self does not go nor does It
ever come, for space and time derive their meaning from consciousness
alone. Where can the Self go when all that is, is within
It? If a pot is taken from one place to another, the
space within does not move from one place to another, for everything
is forever in space.
The Self which
is the nature of pure consciousness, seems to be inert and insentient
when it is apparently associated with inertia, In infinite
space this infinite consciousness has made infinite objects appear,
though all this seems to have been done, such effect is a mere
fancy, nothing has been done. Hence, It is both consciousness
and inertia, the doer and the non-doer.
The reality in
fire is this Self or consciousness. Yet the Self does not burn
nor is It burnt; It is the reality in all, and is infinite. It
is the eternal light which shines in the sun, the moon and fire,
but yet is independent of them (as the sky is independent of
clouds). It shines even when these have set: It illumines all
from within all. It alone is the intelligence that indwells even
in trees, plants and creepers and preserves them.
That Self or
Infinite Consciousness is from the ordinary point of view the
Creator, the Protector and the Overlord of all, and yet from
the absolute point of view, in reality being the Self
of ALL It has no such limited roles.
There
is no world independent of this Consciousness: hence even the mountains are in the atomic Self.
In It arises
the fantasies of a moment and of an epoch, and these appear to
be real time-scales, even as objects seen in a dream appear to
be completely real at that time. Within the twinkling of an eye
(imagination), there exists an epoch, even as a whole city is
reflected in a small mirror. Such being the case, how can one
assert the reality of either duality or non-duality?
This atomic Self
or Infinite Consciousness appears to be a moment or an epoch,
both near and far, and there is nothing apart from It, and these
are not mutually contradictory in themselves.
As long as one
sees a bracelet as a bracelet (a form with a name/label), it
is not seen as gold (the underlying source substance), but when
it is seen that bracelet is just a word and not the underlying
reality, then gold is seen.
Even so, when
the world is assumed to be real, the Self is not seen. When
this assumption is discarded, consciousness is realized.
It is the all;
hence real. When It is not experienced (recognized); It is considered
unreal.
What appears
to be - is but the jugglery of Maya (the world illusion) which
creates a division in concsiousness into subject and object.
It is as real as the dream city.
It is neither
real nor unreal, but a long standing illusion (appearance within
consciousness). It is the assumption of division that
creates, right from the creator Brahma down to the little
insect.
Just as in a
single seed the diverse characteristics of the tree remain at
all times, even so the apparent diversity exists in the
Self at all times, but as pure consciousness."
The Concise Yoga Vasistha pages 82 - 84. ISBN 0-87395-954-X
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